FRIENDSHIP

you said i pretended to be a friend... you're wrong.. i never pretended to be a friend... i trusted so much... i believe so much... instead... you get me wrong... disappointment got into my way... you should understand me i'm not anyone who's being fake... you have no idea what people could talk bout... and you have no idea what could people do out of desperation just because of friendship or shall i say... influence?

we were beyond friends... we were more than that and i truly appreciate that.. the people you know or the people you trusted the most could be the foe... could be the one who hurt you the most instead of people you thought is hurting you... how my heart shattered to pieces... you'll never know... i take friendship so importantly... sometimes its just words or even a phrase that could just change you of what you think about me... something you should know... someone you should find out who she is really... its not of what i heard. its what i see... she was doing or still doing it because she's afraid she will be alone... dont you ever wonder why she wants to create so much drama? and she... the one who i trusted too... sold us out... it was never about bitchin... it was about telling out the true feelings or thoughts we have.... or its just because we're not at your side so you think that we're bitching? what she said is not bitching? what we all said is not bitching? think throughly...

i will never play a true feelings... don't you ever wonder why we turned out to be like this? its because of someone's say/thoughts... i see through her now... you can only see a person's true color when you're not close with him/her... i wasn't pretending.. i wasn't trying to hurt you... i wasn't trying to fool around.... i wasn't trying to take our friendship/s away....and most importantly i wasn't playing the part of a friend... it was just all true friendship/s... it was all true feelings... i was never a faker... it all end this way just because of what we hear... of what we believe... maybe we shouldn't believe it at all... maybe we shouldn't even try to listen to what people say... when we listen... instead of hearing what people told us... we turn to be a monster... foe among friends...

i saw the message... how could you just misunderstand me like that? accusing me like that? i wasn't... i just couldn't bare to do this again... my heart was tearing apart... its just not right... she's just doing out of desperation of her "true" friendship... and she's just doing it all because of afraid of losing...i see all that alright...its all about manipulation... how a bitch she could be... and i see that alright too...you're right... a friendship could be so fragile...its just words that makes it all end.. you'll get it...one day... thanks for the days that we spent together... appreciates the friendship we once had... like i said... you're the only one i can trust... i hope you can think ... "its the person who are around us that we should be afraid of not anyone else" they can be fake...how sorry i felt and how disappointed i felt and still feel...and i reli do hope no one except you to know about this... i'm not afraid... i just doesn't want to create any drama...