Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Can't Stop Smiling


I just can't stop smiling.
Celebrating the new year with u,
Seeing you tonight.
hellooo mister. : D
Looking forward to see you.
I know it's wrong in any other sense u may think of.
But no, I don't give a damn bout a thing and all I care bout, is you mister!
Been smiling the whole day now. But it's torturing me as well!
having to wait for 9 more hours?! are u kidding me?!
still, I'm just happy. : D

Luv, Luv, Luv,

Jean. always <3

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Never told you

I don't feel the celebration.
without you by my side this year make it worse.
But I'm still happy cuz I will get to see you.
Get to spend the celebration with you at least one day.
A lot of our memories pass by.

And I realised, your hands are the only one that I wana lock with forever.
Taken by your hand and leading me is all I wanted.
I will never leave you. My heart will always be with you.

I pulled back when I was with him. It wasn't supposed to be like this.
Then, I realised again that I'm just using him to get over you.
I never wish that you wasn't here.
But I am just glad that You came into my life
And giving me so much wonderful memories.

I've ended it. I hope. How I hope. You would give us one last chance being together.
Cuz without you. everything is just not right.
I never told you what I should've said.
I miss your face when we were sleeping together.
I miss how you stare at me while its just only you and me.
I miss how you hold my hand and kiss my lips.
I miss how we locked our lips together.
I miss looking at how u sleep.
I was wrong. I've been waiting and still waiting for you to come back. It;s just another stranger with me. what I need wasnt him at all. What I need all along, It's just you and you.

One more chance is what I need.
I realised again that the arguements does not matters at all.
It's what we've been through. those sweet memories.
I love you, my dear baby boo.
I miss calling you that as I laughed to myself.
I never keep anything that you gave me.
But I bring it along with me whenever I go.
The one and only necklace that means so much to me, to u and to us.
I love you soo much that whenever I'm trying so hard to forget bout u, it made me tears.
Love isn't about all the wrong doings but isn't it about the journey we're  taking on?

I miss us.
and I love you.

Colbie Calliat - I Never Told You

I just hope this one miracle will come true.

Monday, January 31, 2011

Two is better than One

I miss YOU .
Yes , you.
My everything
My love
and My one and only Baby Boo.

I feel lonely. I'm missing myself.
and I miss you.

Taylor Swift - Two Is Better Than One

Luv,
Jean

Sunday, January 9, 2011

Kayy Elll Trip

Beer Factory and Movida in Giza Mall
It was whacked! lol... tons of pictures though.
It was Steph's birthday had all mixtures of alcohol = =
But love it cuz it was crazy and Serene is totally out of her mind!! LOL 
But couldn't upload it as it was too ridiculous :P
But it was also that nite that almost took my life away.
Got into a major accident and then got into an ambulans
again, got into the ER and got injections = = .
But I was lucky cuz the airbag and the seat belt saved me!
so, people!! put on ur seatbelts when ur in the car! it does saves lives !
Couldn't able to walk and move around much though.
But yeah, Movida and beer factory was whacked! woots! <3

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Electro is love

Been listening to electro, house and trance.
Been liking it for a long time now.
<3 <3 <3  :D

Been thinking a lot lately as well.
Noticed that something has been missing.
Something just wrong.
Mayb I'm just trying to stand up and face te world myself.
Do I need him, no, I don't. I'm confused.
ugh. I hate u. I just need time to figure it out whether I reli like you or not. 
It's nice of you to come into my life.
But I don't think anyone right now.

Need? naw... don't need u.
we've known each other just a month. and yea, dont think so.
I neeeeed time to figure it out this stupid relationship!!!

Jean

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

F.D


Faber Drive - Tongue Tied 

I'm soo in love with this song.
Its romantic in a way.
That's what usually happens.
I've been listening to this for the past one week . lol
Loving the mv as well.

Try listening, u might love it. :D

Jean

I am lost

Oh my god !
Oh my god!!
Oh my god!!
I am sooo freaking lost that I have no idea where to celebrate tomoro and who i'm gonna celebrate with !
Pathetic... tsk tsk tsk.

Just a random stupid post :P

Jean