Never told you

I don't feel the celebration.
without you by my side this year make it worse.
But I'm still happy cuz I will get to see you.
Get to spend the celebration with you at least one day.
A lot of our memories pass by.

And I realised, your hands are the only one that I wana lock with forever.
Taken by your hand and leading me is all I wanted.
I will never leave you. My heart will always be with you.

I pulled back when I was with him. It wasn't supposed to be like this.
Then, I realised again that I'm just using him to get over you.
I never wish that you wasn't here.
But I am just glad that You came into my life
And giving me so much wonderful memories.

I've ended it. I hope. How I hope. You would give us one last chance being together.
Cuz without you. everything is just not right.
I never told you what I should've said.
I miss your face when we were sleeping together.
I miss how you stare at me while its just only you and me.
I miss how you hold my hand and kiss my lips.
I miss how we locked our lips together.
I miss looking at how u sleep.
I was wrong. I've been waiting and still waiting for you to come back. It;s just another stranger with me. what I need wasnt him at all. What I need all along, It's just you and you.

One more chance is what I need.
I realised again that the arguements does not matters at all.
It's what we've been through. those sweet memories.
I love you, my dear baby boo.
I miss calling you that as I laughed to myself.
I never keep anything that you gave me.
But I bring it along with me whenever I go.
The one and only necklace that means so much to me, to u and to us.
I love you soo much that whenever I'm trying so hard to forget bout u, it made me tears.
Love isn't about all the wrong doings but isn't it about the journey we're  taking on?

I miss us.
and I love you.

Colbie Calliat - I Never Told You

I just hope this one miracle will come true.