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i dont need anyone to tell me how i've changed and how i shud be treating people... wat's going on with me? i dont know and i dont wan to find that out either... but it makes me wonderin.. is it because of who or what i'm becoming makes me loose my best fren? he was d most wonderful person i ever met... i'll never forget him... but it breaks my heart when he choose to ignores... choose to avoid... does it always have to be time? i dont even know what i'm becoming of... sorry is not d word so.... *argh... been so emo lately... no idea why... shouldn't be cuz i'm happy.. or just trying to be happy? *don wana find that out either