cute-ness

Keep looking at this picture.
makes me smile cuz its wayyyy too cute.
I wish i can get one of this. : D

just a random post  : D

F*cked Up Life

Wasn't what I expected.
It happened too fast.
Monday blues. But i feel like it's still that day. 25/9/2010.
I was stone.
Rage, madness. hah. wat a joke in my life.
A screwed up life it was. no, it still is.
I'm all alone now. I thought i would be okay. because i can be heartless at times.
but it wasn't this time. ugh.
gonna get stone ! ahhahaha. ugh. going outta my mind.

Panda and bears. growl. the fight its over.
hm. i thought of the stuff u said.
hm.. will not leave me no matter when. hmm... it was hard on me.
it was a lie too. ugh.
lies are ugly. truths are even uglier.
watery eyes please go away.
cuz i just wana forget wat happened den it'll be easier for me.

live ur life to the fullest . *pfft bullshit.
in other words, that means, screw up ur life whenevr u feel like u want to. LOL

A NOT-SO-WONDERFULL-LIFE-AFTERALL

hectic life it was for the past one and a half month.
so caught up with work.
the upcoming event precisely.

caught up with some things as well.
thought it went well.
but I was wrong.
its still not okay.
it won't be okay i guess.

jeez. feel so lonely right now.
so empty and so alone.
laughing to myself, thinking how foolish i am.

wanted to just screw up my life
but i will regret it. Oneday. and i know that.

that feeling, belonged to, someone to cuddle with.
I miss that.

Fate

Blank Blank Blank

I have no idea what to write anymore.
He seems to be fine without me.
Like he used to and like he is now

sigh....
Can anyone just tell me how do i fix a super broken relationship instead of just walking away?
Why does it have to be so tough?


To love one’s fate means to fully affirm one’s life. 


 "Did you ever say yes to a pleasure? Oh my friends, then you have also said yes to all pain. All things are linked, entwined, in love with one another."

--Nietzsche

OVER AGAIN

There's once, there's twice and there's the third time.
How could anything so bad happens over and over again ?
It's hard to understand as I couldn't handle it anymore
I'm just not strong enough.
How and why in the world that my life would be so screwed up?
I just can't take it and handle it the same way as I did back then.
Sigh. I just don't know what Im supposed to do anymore
It was always u and it's still u.
Now? You'r just gonna let go again.
I thought you wouldn't do that again.
But all those promises?
You just keep pushing me away as you dont trust me anymore when you said you do.

Toy Story 3

Haven't been blogging for a long long time cuz I'm sooo lazy nowadays :D

Decided to blog today about our 5th anniversary with the silly one 

It was actually on the 25th of June 2010

Went for a suckly kinda dinner but after that went for Toy Story 3!! 

It was really sad at the end. Believe it or not, tears were actually streaming around my eyes. It was really touching when Andy is unwillingly to give Andy away to Bonnie (the lil girl)

But what i love the most if the Lots-O’-Huggin Bear! He smells like strawberry and he's sooo hug-able! 

I would love to have one of Lots-O'! :(

         

before dinner! luv the top though :D

Hates it when he didn't wear any top. it ruins my picture! :(

The short life of Katie Kirkpatrick

I saw a blogger posted about Katie Kirkpatrick
Her story touches me
Its just too contagious,
Their love, their smile and the strength that Katie still holds on till the end after her wedding

Her strength was unbelievable.


She had to use an oxygen tank to support her breathing


She can't even stand for long hours because of the pain
and needed to catch her breath in the middle of the wedding



I'm just touched to see how strong their love is
How strong she is
And him willing to take her hand in marriage.