MOIS NIGHT

went there yesterday nite, was pissed off at the beginning but after that, all was fine, had tons of fun!! i brought camera, but the person who's holding my camera went missing, so i can't take pics with all my friends!! grrrr. manage to just snap these 2. lol

IT NEVER ENDS

the past 3 days was fun, had sleepover, things went out of hand... double lmao, it was one of the most unforgettable 3 days we had together, glad i made it and glad that we were together.

1st day wasn't much and so... there's not much freakin pics!! we turned bored so, tada!

look lyk some puffer fish face xD

we didn't even asked each other to post what kind of expression! natural telepathy, awww

luv dis the best!

2nd day was fun, went to the beach and celebrated her belated birthday by bbq-ing

had this only!! (not reli xD, nt on diet whenever it comes to bbq!)

3rd day, checked out, lunch, and teso. having lots of fun in tesco, kerang-ish and people freakin thought that he was actually scolding me and i was actually turn out to be a mentally-retarded-fuck-person! but of cuz, we were fooling around and he bought me sushies!! nom - nom

end of the 3 days.

wish that some things were able to avoid or just even be blind about it, all i could express is that i'm sorry

loops

hm... having apartment's day and nite-out. lol hope it'll be fun!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

read bout anything that you have on your wall. wanted to write there and wishes you so badly but something stops me. it brings me to the day which makes you and myself feel so guilty till today. i know everything's changed. i know what your friends will see in me, but not the true me, and you know that. i know you what you will choose. i know...i just happen to know. but it breaks my heart. how could a strong friendship could just feel apart just like that?

i dont get it... make me. i wanted us to go back the way we used to so badly. i wanted you to talk to me the way you used to. i wanted us to talk the way we used to. i wanted us to joke around again. but its just different now isn't it? i wish i wasn't there. i wanted to celebrat this very day with you. we were planning for so long, together. it was so important to me. i was anxious, but it turned out all too wrong, way tooo wrong. i wish i could just turn back time. i wish... i wish... i wish... laughing silently to myself. if you could predict whatever's coming your way. you wouldn't even say you wish now. i couldn't agree more. silly me.

happy brithday, kev. may all your wishes come true.
love always,
janice

TRYING TO BELIEVE

its how funny people can just change and ignore you just like that. Been so foolish to believe in people lately... shouldn't believe nor trying to. We used to hang out like best friends but now? just becuase i did one mistake and you guys are pushing me away?! what the fuck is wrong with you guys?! oh or mayb you guys just mix with people who define themseleves as cool and rich and being a freakin ass bitch huh?! we used to call you out whenever we were but not anymore cuz you're the one who's being such a bitch... not saying anything, no rings, ntg at all. are friends supposed to be like that?! i feel hurt and angry. thought you guys are not like the others but you're the same all of you. not only you guys look down on people, you discriminate them, you push them aside for just one stupid mistake. oh i see your true colors now. oh yes. laughing out to myslef for being so foolish. i wish i could care less. i wish we were never been friends. fucking assholeS. gah being so freakin emo lately no idea. guess its because of too many dramas and problems. oh well, 2010 is not my year... bad bad beggining...

WOW-NESS

double wow. lol.. 2 of my bff's birthday is just one day apart... 30th and 31st. but thrilled cuz get to celebrate it with her cuz she's d most important person to me! luv her heart her... even if u gonna freakin say i'm a lesbo or some shits lyk dat.. i won't put up with it cuz i luv her! and i dont even freakin care whatcha think bout me! she's amazing... she's different... she's unique and most importantly.. she's hot! how could eu ever get a hot bff? but if you're Paris Hilton so yeah.. lmao. ooooh and she could b a bitch sometimes! we have each other alrite and we hang on to each other too! betrayal will never get into our way...all i gotta say is that she's just a wonderful fren to me and i can't wait till THE DAY!! oh yeah....

THE ROCKING BOAT

would it be just fine if we could run away from all those unnecessary problems?

would it be just fine when we just leave it like that instead of thinking too much?

everything's gonna be fine... i assure you that... its just a matter of time

everything's a matter of time... you'll get use to that... you'll get use to that timing and gestures that could make your heart ache...

trust if a tough word... u and i knoe that.. but if we have faith in ourselves... we could even change our own destiny... yes the sky if high above us... but think properly... act wisely...then, no one will ever know what is on your mind... there is no one in this world we could get into their mind fully..

in other words... have faith in yourself... not in others because in a matter of time, they will just let you down...friends are eternity, yes. but ask yourself this.. could you trust them with your life? faith.... its all along about faith....