Kayy Elll Trip

Beer Factory and Movida in Giza Mall
It was whacked! lol... tons of pictures though.
It was Steph's birthday had all mixtures of alcohol = =
But love it cuz it was crazy and Serene is totally out of her mind!! LOL 
But couldn't upload it as it was too ridiculous :P
But it was also that nite that almost took my life away.
Got into a major accident and then got into an ambulans
again, got into the ER and got injections = = .
But I was lucky cuz the airbag and the seat belt saved me!
so, people!! put on ur seatbelts when ur in the car! it does saves lives !
Couldn't able to walk and move around much though.
But yeah, Movida and beer factory was whacked! woots! <3

Electro is love

Been listening to electro, house and trance.
Been liking it for a long time now.
<3 <3 <3  :D

Been thinking a lot lately as well.
Noticed that something has been missing.
Something just wrong.
Mayb I'm just trying to stand up and face te world myself.
Do I need him, no, I don't. I'm confused.
ugh. I hate u. I just need time to figure it out whether I reli like you or not. 
It's nice of you to come into my life.
But I don't think anyone right now.

Need? naw... don't need u.
we've known each other just a month. and yea, dont think so.
I neeeeed time to figure it out this stupid relationship!!!

Jean

F.D

Faber Drive - Tongue Tied 

I'm soo in love with this song.

Its romantic in a way.

That's what usually happens.

I've been listening to this for the past one week . lol

Loving the mv as well.

Try listening, u might love it. :D

Jean

I am lost

Oh my god !
Oh my god!!
Oh my god!!
I am sooo freaking lost that I have no idea where to celebrate tomoro and who i'm gonna celebrate with !
Pathetic... tsk tsk tsk.

Just a random stupid post :P

Jean

Colours

Beneath all that dull-ness, there's always colours that is hidden. Colours that shows your emotions and feelings.
I miss you.
I miss all the happiness.

Just bored out of my mind.
Couldn't sleep this past few weeks.
Insomnia . lol .
Super duper dark panda eyes.
Just a short post.
A mixed feeling is all I have. I wish I could just turn back time. Erase all those silly stuffs.
But oh, silly me. Even thinking bout that.
I hope you're happy somewhere there. I hope to see you again.

FML
Lifeless.

FML FML FML

Jean

A new chapter

Look, isn't she adorable?!
I love her so much. the most charming smile u can ever imgine!!
Today spent my day at home, cuz I've been hanging out the whole 2 weeks till late nite
and my mum din even screw me until yesterday. lol
Nothing much to update though.
Hm... oh, one thing. I don't get why ppl can just keep shoving me around and saying things that are totally none of my business!
People gossips, not only me.
And yes, if u shove me hard enough, You'll lose the battle.
But I'm done with anything that has gota do with u.
I wan u to be out of my life totally and of cuz, I wouldn't do anything that would remind me of u!
How senseless they could be sometimes.
I'm sory with all the angry post but I just dont wana talk bout him to my frens.

I am fragile but yes, I've gotten stronger bits by bits.
I don't do stupid stuff now, I've got my head back LOL.
Of cuz, explanations are no need to be done as well. Not anymore. :D
And yes, I learned this from a beloved one

" If you want the last word in an argument, say, "You're right."


so true right? lol.
I don't loose my temper so easily now. 
Cuz there's nothing more worth it to be mad at. 
And absolutely nothing to argue about! 
If you want someone to be out of your life, ignore him or her! and DO NOT do anything that reminds u of him /her! 
Just a reminder to ppl who had or having difficulties in their relationship 
He taught me the morals, some use full ones I should say .

Thoughts. Yes. They are needed to be considered. hm.. I wonder how I should choose?
God, Please answer me, Cuz I really don't know how to choose.

Going back to studies now. Grrr.

Love,
Jean

X Mas !

Its just another nothing-to-do post.
was happy cuz I receive an amazing gift. nt reli dat amazing.
But it just feels like wat I wanted to get, x mas got it for me! :D
Rose! I love it! hehe. although x mas eve suck but it went alrite the next day! :D
I'm happy. hm... but did I make a right choice I still wonder.
and oh, I gained 3 kg! OH EM GEE!
I'm stil thinking. ugh. thinking thinking thinking. = =
Screw it! I'll be better :D
I love blueberry muffins!
great to know soo many ppl especially.
oh, will update this post with pictures later . tee hee. :P

Thank u for the great x mas santa!
Thanks a bunch huns! xoxo <3
U guys made the x mas this year special!

Jean