Mr Cuddly

peek-a-boo! I'm just happy : D

I miss u sooo much Mr cudly!! finally! you've come back!! its reli nice seeing u again ! :D
Feeling a lil bit love! heeeeeeeeeee. just too excited. lol
Finally got to c u! its been so long lyk bout 2 years already?! hehe.
Cuddly - cuddle.
It rhymes doesn't it? oh wells, my life is full of chocolates and pamper-ness. :D
I c u again soon! I Hope! :D
oh, and have a safe journey !

luv,
Jeanice

Memories

Reminiscence. 

Hold on to every single thing that's beautiful. 

appreciate every single moment that you're with. 

cuz when it's gone. you'll missed it real bad. 

no matter how i try, all i know is that there'll nvr be an ans for me. 

it was all good. but all the lies and faith that made it all wrong. 

i need strength to go on. but i'm lost. 

i'm giving up this time. i know there wont be any more reasons to be here. 

I missed home. But I missed being with u. 

U were my soul mate. I felt so empty. it;s silently killing me. 

I Love U. 

I was always tough. But not this time. Not anymore. 

Human i am too. 

But why erasing part of our memories has been so hard to do so? 

My love died. I died on that November. 

I will not stand in your way now. 

Be happy. 

Taking those bumpy journey was one of the greatest thing I had. 

Holding hands side by side, I felt warm. I missed it. 

And Im still crazily in love with u. 

It's only a matter of time? No. 

Its just been always reminiscence. 

Been listening to all those songs we loved, we talked about. 

oh my, tears it is again.  I hope it never comes back again. 

Jean.

Genting!

It's because of Genting, I got a flu now. 

Lyk immediate flu. 

The wind is so cold and strong and cold and strong that i fell sick immediately!! 

Imagine that! Lol 

But I love the trip anyway. 

It was them that made it awesome and I miss u guys sooo much!

Can't wait for the next trip to Bali! wheeee

It was because all those bored and stress moment that we planned to go to Genting. 

One afternoon we just planned and told each other this

"Hey, let's go Genting this weekend!"

"oh, yes! Let's"

And that's how we got this trip.

oh and forgot to mention that there were actually 2 couples that proposed for the girl's hand in marriage! awww, how sweet! one in theme park and one is in starbucks! 

wish them happily ever after! 

and hm... i know im too young to think bout this, but, wonder when I will get married? :D

This picture I'll never forget!
It was soooo crowded with ppl that we have to queue for long hours!!
and when it was our turn, it rained!!! and everything stopped!
How annoying could that be ?!

there's a lot more ugly pictures though. but... yeah : D

Jean

Pssts

Spending my time in blogs now, looking through, reading every singe posts i've posted. 

Hate to be jobless, but its nice on the other hand to help her go thru her young days :D 

I love you. 

Degree now. decisions again. I hate it when it comes to which universities I have to choose. 

But i've made up my mind and hopefully, just hopefully, I'll get to that particular university :D 

Doing nothing now. bored out of my mind. jeez. 

Oh, working thru my days with workouts! yeap! i finally did it. haha 

just in case you're wondering why "finally', cuz its becuz i've been saying it over and over again about 

working out and going to work out classes like what? 3 years back? and i was so freakin lazy. so "finally"! lol 

working on my make up skills now. they suck. ew. 

I'm gonna fly to cities now! :D 

C ya. 

toodles 

Jeanice 

September 28

My life is so messed up right now.
I don't wana get the hang of this.
But I have to.
Lost my best friend and friends that I thought they were real.
Trust wasn't should be in my dictionary. neither should hope be.
It's too vague that I can't even understand.

I will, sometime, to pull this through.
Pray hard.
My life is so full of drama which I can't even handle anymore.
Life, is too vague.
You're too good to be true. I would've know that.
Stay strong. And be strong. That's all it matters now.

Jean

Just leave

Bitches bitches bitches.
They fucked up ppl's life.
You want peace. I give it to you. take it and leave me alone!
I love you that's why I choose to let go now.
You want freedom? You have it now.
You said you'll feel pressure?
Bull.
Everything's changed now. It's always you that said everything. That makes every decision.
I hate you

Whatever now.
Just leave now.
I wished everything was back to how it was back then.
Everything was a lie.
Coming back was a lie.
I would've known that.
It was a mistake. Coming back here. And having faith.
It's the same freaking tears that makes me think of you.
I came back a changed person. Hoping we could work out better.
We can be together again.
But it's just a total bull.
You .
You
Hurt
Me
Again.
But I still love you.

I just hate you. Leave me. Just leave. I just wish.
How I wish that it's only a dream. You and everything.

Bored out

I'm working.
Drop dead cuz too much pressure
Ugh.

We were talking and laughing
And i felt lonely a sec there. cuz i'm all alone.
She's a good fren of mine from my office just so you know. lol.

Life suck but you can't just sulk it all you want!
Grrr. be tough. just a few more days to go!! :D