Genting!

It's because of Genting, I got a flu now. 

Lyk immediate flu. 

The wind is so cold and strong and cold and strong that i fell sick immediately!! 

Imagine that! Lol 

But I love the trip anyway. 

It was them that made it awesome and I miss u guys sooo much!

Can't wait for the next trip to Bali! wheeee

It was because all those bored and stress moment that we planned to go to Genting. 

One afternoon we just planned and told each other this

"Hey, let's go Genting this weekend!"

"oh, yes! Let's"

And that's how we got this trip.

oh and forgot to mention that there were actually 2 couples that proposed for the girl's hand in marriage! awww, how sweet! one in theme park and one is in starbucks! 

wish them happily ever after! 

and hm... i know im too young to think bout this, but, wonder when I will get married? :D

This picture I'll never forget!
It was soooo crowded with ppl that we have to queue for long hours!!
and when it was our turn, it rained!!! and everything stopped!
How annoying could that be ?!

there's a lot more ugly pictures though. but... yeah : D

Jean

Pssts

Spending my time in blogs now, looking through, reading every singe posts i've posted. 

Hate to be jobless, but its nice on the other hand to help her go thru her young days :D 

I love you. 

Degree now. decisions again. I hate it when it comes to which universities I have to choose. 

But i've made up my mind and hopefully, just hopefully, I'll get to that particular university :D 

Doing nothing now. bored out of my mind. jeez. 

Oh, working thru my days with workouts! yeap! i finally did it. haha 

just in case you're wondering why "finally', cuz its becuz i've been saying it over and over again about 

working out and going to work out classes like what? 3 years back? and i was so freakin lazy. so "finally"! lol 

working on my make up skills now. they suck. ew. 

I'm gonna fly to cities now! :D 

C ya. 

toodles 

Jeanice 

September 28

My life is so messed up right now.
I don't wana get the hang of this.
But I have to.
Lost my best friend and friends that I thought they were real.
Trust wasn't should be in my dictionary. neither should hope be.
It's too vague that I can't even understand.

I will, sometime, to pull this through.
Pray hard.
My life is so full of drama which I can't even handle anymore.
Life, is too vague.
You're too good to be true. I would've know that.
Stay strong. And be strong. That's all it matters now.

Jean

Just leave

Bitches bitches bitches.
They fucked up ppl's life.
You want peace. I give it to you. take it and leave me alone!
I love you that's why I choose to let go now.
You want freedom? You have it now.
You said you'll feel pressure?
Bull.
Everything's changed now. It's always you that said everything. That makes every decision.
I hate you

Whatever now.
Just leave now.
I wished everything was back to how it was back then.
Everything was a lie.
Coming back was a lie.
I would've known that.
It was a mistake. Coming back here. And having faith.
It's the same freaking tears that makes me think of you.
I came back a changed person. Hoping we could work out better.
We can be together again.
But it's just a total bull.
You .
You
Hurt
Me
Again.
But I still love you.

I just hate you. Leave me. Just leave. I just wish.
How I wish that it's only a dream. You and everything.

Bored out

I'm working.
Drop dead cuz too much pressure
Ugh.

We were talking and laughing
And i felt lonely a sec there. cuz i'm all alone.
She's a good fren of mine from my office just so you know. lol.

Life suck but you can't just sulk it all you want!
Grrr. be tough. just a few more days to go!! :D

Blah Blah Blah

Its just 10 more days and I'm freee!!
: D can't wait to go back to my hometown.
Misses my family way too much. And, especially Her. : )

Life kinda hectic but just 10 more days to go and that's dat.
Sigh. still need to make a decision though. Hate it right here.
But have to be here... ugh

I'm just a heart breaker
:D

Jean

Its over. No?

Did I stop or did i not? 

I do not have any idea. (seriously) 

Life's fun. Enjoy it 

Forgive than forget. 

Its way too true. 

Life's awesome if you just live with it. 

But never stop trying. Or that's what I believe. 

I love you. 

I want you. 

But i'm too young. lol 

watching her with full of different expressions on such tiny face, 

it just tickles my heart. 

She played with me. She responds when I talk to her

and most importantly, She smiles to me. 

Her smile. It's not some words that can describe. cute? no. funny? no. its sweet. but its too sweet. 

seeing those perfect eyes, those little hands and toes. Anything just don't matters to me anymore 

As long as she's with me, that's all I need. 

I wonder how such innocent creature can be born. 

such innocent face. but such evil thoughts can just take her away from me. 

Even though she's not mine. But she's all that matters to me now. 

I hope she just stay with me this way. 

I'm a changed person now. 

I think better now. Not with emotions already 

I'm more matured now.

Am I stopping or not? I don't know 

But I don't want to. 

Cuz you're too amazing to me. 

I choose not to give up cuz i don't want to. 

But, I'm Sorry. I can't be perfect. 

"Nothing is really over until you stop trying"


Jean