I don't like this life

Grrrr. I feel so empty and alone!
Don't like this feeling.
I've changed.
Cold-blooded, anti social, a loner, and remembering not being so talkative anymore.
It's not who I was but who I am now.
I'm still wondering what's happening to me.
Being so emo and all.
Couldn't find anything that amuses me. : (
Don't understand myself no more.
I wonder, am i who i am now?

I'm lost.
Guide me.

Jean