wat am i right now? i dont even know
who am i ? there's no one to tell me that
what've i done? i keep wondering
i've changed... worst... could there be anyone out there to tell me? i'm turning into a beast. a whole new person that i don't even who am i anymore. what have i done? there's just no words to describe how i feel. i don't know who am i anymore....
everything seems possible back den... i wished.. i hoped... one day we could just go back der, it feels better that way. it feels real... i was happy...
The scribbled diary which is full with so many wonderful memories, the unwritten pages left which i can't wait to fill in... it was all those laughs i missed, those moments, the tiniest gestures that i won't missed out. it amuses me... i used to be so afraid, so i hold on.... tightly. but they flee anyways. I know, i just know they will come back. they certainly will, only the right moment. i want to stay, stay just this way... oh, how wonderful it wil be.
the pages now are all messed up now. words are unclear, pages had been crippled up, pages are tored, blot out sentences. but i saw drips of tears. they were all left behind. that's all i see now. how i wished that the pages are still scented with memories, written with beautiful moments. it was all i wanted. it was the best days of my life
perfection turned their back on us. or we just messed it up? i learn each day will pass, heartache will be mended. its just a matter of time. but how long will it take? i have no idea. i'll wait. i'l wait for that day to come. it will be alrite den. and that's the day we'll be waiting for... or it'll be just only me?
when i hold you. it was love... it was perfect. my valentine.
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