when we were little kids... we tip toed around bare footed, doing things that we knew we're gonna get some scoldings. but we don't even show a slightest of the worries on our faces, it was fun. because we know, we just know that everything will be fine after a while. after we get all those scolding.
when we were small, we used to not have worries. we cried when we fell, but after those cries, it will all be okay.
when we were small, things were unclear, we wouldn't even care what's coming ahead of us. we took that risk. but not now anymore.
we cried, then we try... it was tough.. and it will always be tough. i remember, we remember, memories stay but human beings stay and leave. they are just passengers in our life. a passenger that leaves so much memories but takes your breath and heart away.
"once you find someone, the one that you call it as soul mate, try your hardest not to loose them, because you will never get over the feelings of loneliness."
i couldn't... i won't be able to stand up without you by my side to pick me up when i fall, i won't be able to stop my tears without you wiping each and everyone of it. i won't be able to smile anymore.. i had this feeling once.. i remembered now.. i choose not to because it was hard for me to hang on until now. once again, i have to stand with my own feet now. i cried, i wrote, i smiled, i will remember... thanks love...
when you leave, you will have my heart with you. to be there for you at all times...
p.s. I Love U
Janice
