cute-ness

Keep looking at this picture.
makes me smile cuz its wayyyy too cute.
I wish i can get one of this. : D

just a random post  : D

F*cked Up Life

Wasn't what I expected.
It happened too fast.
Monday blues. But i feel like it's still that day. 25/9/2010.
I was stone.
Rage, madness. hah. wat a joke in my life.
A screwed up life it was. no, it still is.
I'm all alone now. I thought i would be okay. because i can be heartless at times.
but it wasn't this time. ugh.
gonna get stone ! ahhahaha. ugh. going outta my mind.

Panda and bears. growl. the fight its over.
hm. i thought of the stuff u said.
hm.. will not leave me no matter when. hmm... it was hard on me.
it was a lie too. ugh.
lies are ugly. truths are even uglier.
watery eyes please go away.
cuz i just wana forget wat happened den it'll be easier for me.

live ur life to the fullest . *pfft bullshit.
in other words, that means, screw up ur life whenevr u feel like u want to. LOL

A NOT-SO-WONDERFULL-LIFE-AFTERALL

hectic life it was for the past one and a half month.
so caught up with work.
the upcoming event precisely.

caught up with some things as well.
thought it went well.
but I was wrong.
its still not okay.
it won't be okay i guess.

jeez. feel so lonely right now.
so empty and so alone.
laughing to myself, thinking how foolish i am.

wanted to just screw up my life
but i will regret it. Oneday. and i know that.

that feeling, belonged to, someone to cuddle with.
I miss that.

Fate

Blank Blank Blank

I have no idea what to write anymore.
He seems to be fine without me.
Like he used to and like he is now

sigh....
Can anyone just tell me how do i fix a super broken relationship instead of just walking away?
Why does it have to be so tough?


To love one’s fate means to fully affirm one’s life. 


 "Did you ever say yes to a pleasure? Oh my friends, then you have also said yes to all pain. All things are linked, entwined, in love with one another."

--Nietzsche